it's the worst feeling in the world. one that shakes you to your very core. i'm not good enough. it hits you and suddenly you're doubled over in pain in the bathroom and you can feel your heart breaking and the tears won't stop falling and the thoughts in your head run wild and all you can think about is every single thing that you're not good enough for. and you just want to run away but the demons in your mind are running away with the little bit of sanity that you had left and all you can do is lay there curled up holding onto the hope that it's just a bad day but you know it's not just a bad day and when you wake up tomorrow you're still not going to feel good enough. and how are you supposed to pretend you're strong and face all those things that make you feel worthless, stupid, useless, non-important? and how are you supposed to care about yourself when it feels like no one else cares about you either? and the worst part is you don't even know who you are anymore. she left a long time ago and she never came back.