i almost cried tonight
as i was smoking a cigarette
these thoughts have long hung over me
like a black cloud of bad debt
and i know sharing this is
something i'll probably regret
i take doses of insanity
but i haven't been diagnosed yet
i am not swift with stability
on a swivel my life is set
my moon is filled with water
but it hasn't burst yet
my hands are growing quite shaky now
and my body is drenched in sweat
just as soon as you are reading this
i hope you just as soon, forget