Everything feels so unreal,
It feels like I'm in a dream that,
I can't wake up from.
The only thing that feels real,
Is the pain I feel.
I'm a lost soul trying to find that light.
I go day by day as if I'm invisible
To everyone around me.
I don't feel connected to this world,
Like I'm supposed to.
I tend to find myself gazing off,
Thinking of some place better.
I have a tendency of blocking everything out,
Leaving me all alone with my thoughts and inner demons.
I feel so misplaced and misunderstood.
I feel like no matter how much I try it don't try,
Everything always backfires on me.
Sometimes it feels like its peoples' mission to break me down and destroy me.