Yet as i cry myself to sleep, i cannot hate you. I love you. I am here for you.
You ******* destroyd me.
But i will always be here for you. I will always love. That ring on your finger is our forever and always.
You might not stay true forever, you might not always think about the things you're doing. Yet even though you let him take your first time,
I will love you. Forever and always.
Edit: i wrote this to attempt to get out my emotions. Right now, this has 12 reads. At my lowest point in life so far, even writing couldn't help me. I think that's the most poetic thing about this work. How nobody likes it.