Black vans I've been around my neighborhood with them only to see that the people that lived down the street sell drugs and have two adopted children I dont really know how that works out Nor do I know how my mother and father worked out for so long They both seem too different My sister and I are 5 years apart and I wonder how my mother kept my father around for so long I hear relationships don't last after the first child So I wonder what kept the *** going And I wonder what keeps me going when relationships don't workout after they find out my secrets I wouldn't have had kept going if I was my mother Then again I wouldn't be here And none of what I've written could be true Maybe I could give my accidental birth some purpose in which I am yet discovering