Confusion with contusion,
But not on my skin-
On my mind

I feel the fractures
Of each emotion,
Or maybe I'm feeling
the lack there of

I feel  nothing
yet I feel everything
I feel hate
I feel remorse

"You'll find better"
"You deserve more"
"You'll find what you're looking for"

What if it was here
What if it was mine
And what if I threw it away