suspended few feet a noose hang
thy feet on ground nose tilted up
pangs of anger fueled by hunger
mind reckoning the rope beckoning
i lost this war
unbearable suffering in daily hustling
battling life challenges in dazzling
grey light
despite trying the knot is tightening
spellbound doom ready to boom
shy future full of unraveled feature
a picture worthless of any word
left,right the light dim
darkening my life world no longer
bright
guilt and conscious conflict
insanity terrorize my sanity
condemning me to vanity
the answer is still there
swaying hovering provocatively
seducing for action
the shadows of yester dreams
shattered
plastering gloom casting a doubtful
net on who i am
during a stormy no silver lining on the
grey cloud
only terrorizing zeus' thunderbolt
emanates
the end of the road the final
destination
i realized the light at the end of
tunnel no longer glowed
without denying i was dying
do it!!!
unrecognizable voices howls
deafening defeating the weak
resistance
wrecking havoc in wasted brain recess
can't suppress the urge to take the
step
closing my gap heading to river styx
a coin in my mouth i breathe deeply
i head to hades world in underworld
and be a wanderer in tarturus
soaring near the vulture sirens a
dirge