our suns were the fluorescent lightbulbs that lined those ceilings in little rows clouds known as ceiling tiles and days passed under that sun we grew up and we grew up fast the girls told secrets by the lockers the desks the water fountains and the boys left marks on Susieβs neck that we could all see despite her motherβs Maybelline and Tom started smoking Marlboros so I smoked them too and that night on the rooftop near Main you told me I had talisman eyes and we made choices we could never take back and thats okay and that hurts and we all hurt k.s.