oh how i wish we never met i ******* hate you now but back then we loved each other **** love it was something more i felt it in my body and soul but then that feeling left when you took over when you took control thats when you started to make me sick mentally and physically i wasn't in control but i didn't know because you knew how to deceive me i have this feeling of sickness as i write this it hurts to remember now cause now i can see in-between the lines but back then i was blind by your love