are you happy? did killing me make your smile? did the steps you made to succes with my broken heart get you where your going? are you happy? are you living with love in your heart? did the moment you left me fill with joy? how long do.we have to stay apart? are you happy? and if you are i will **** myself because that means for 3 years i kept you depressed i.made you bulimic suicidal and lost instead of found are you happy? Because if i made you that depressed when i was trying how have i hurt the people i didn't strive to fix are you happy?