I used to space out too much
Feelin so alone, full of shame and disgust,
My world glows a faint blue light
Lifeless light of the night’s dim lit sky.

You’re all that I could hope for,
Maybe you’re just too good to be true,
Too good, for me to ask you for more,
But, all I could do is write this poem for you…

You’ll never ever know I feel,
How I know its wrong and yet it feels so right,
Tell me, how will I know its real?
How will I know your words aren’t just products of your senseless flight?

You’re way up there, just too far
Too far for me to hold and reach
Way impossible to join your cluster of stars
Its all a dream, I never thought I could beseech

There you are clueless of how I feel,
Clueless of this shitless sore feeling that would never heal,
Here I am acting like a sick puppy in love
The noob I’ll ever be, same me the world will always have

There you are pretty oblivious of the facts
The shepherd of the flock
You say, thine’s heart belongs to the poor,
What about the love struck fool?

Will I ever get to say goodbye?
Will I ever gat to tell you how you light up my sky?
Will this feeling get to be heard,
Will I forever be looking over my shoulder of all the hurt?

Coz honestly, I do like you too,
From the start you never knew,
You’ll never know what I always knew,
Will never get to wear my shoe.

Coz I heard it all along,
I heard your pretty little song,
So confused I am ‘bout  your tune,
So did the soul got pale as the moon!

How I wish I’ve been prepared for more of this,
But tempus fugit and your all at ease,
You’ll never know I had it hard for you,
You’ll never hear me say it before you.

Coz you’re a disaster in shiny old parcel,
You **** the life out of me,
Ignorant, stupid mongrel,
I’ve waited all this time for you to see…