changes,
They’re embroidered on my blood
Next to nothing were changes
If they ever go unnoticed, im sure they’re not
Sure as hell I know they would haunt

Haunt my ghost from hell
To bring into life the story I'd never tell
There was a time I feel breathless
When the walls would brush against each other and leave me crushed
Oh, and I could tell I’m helpless

Sure as hell I'd never forget
The changes, the things I regret
They say “ just grow up”
I cant, I wont
I just don’t want to…

The stars used to shine so bright
Now, im asking, wondering,
why were they obstructed from my sight?

Oh, id hate to change
Id hate to be somebody else,
But I have to,
I know its more than true
Gotta face the world
Gotta step into the spotlight

Ive got to have my revenge,
Got to get out of this unfathomable trench
Cause things would change!
Hopefully, they’d be good for me
Tears tear up my flesh
I feel it, I see it
Cant stand it no longer,
Gotta let go for now,
But I'll be back
Back as the same me
With so much things I've learned from the world
Numb from so much hurt

It might bleed me to death
But wounds were nothing
Nothing to compare with my shattered heart

Gotta let go
For once I'd let it show
But I'll be  back
I'll be back and you'll keep coming for more!

I'll be better,stronger
And to me you'll look up
See the lady you didn't see in me
I'll be better stronger
Far from you

Ill grow up not for you
Ill grow up for myself
Knowing it’s the only way to escape
Wont let your threads twist  my arms
Wont let your strings tangle my head

I'll be back for you
I'll show you its true
Show you I'll be fine
Fine without your shadow's hue!

I'll be leaving for now
But I'll be back
I'll be back when you least expect it
I'll be back when the lights are no longer lit…
And you’ll see, I'll be with the stars
I'll be telling you, “ stars wont shine when the sun crazily sparks”
Cause stars are only beautiful as the night goes deeper!