i was carrying you
i was afraid
it was a lesson
frightened by your star
in the sky
past the clouds
i scream aloud for you to see
but you didn't see
you said you didn't need me
you didn't like it
your lungs were hard
but i can breath into it
blow you up like a balloon
but you didn't make it
you were a pantaloon
i am blue
soon i'll know
if you're still there
listen and share
what i had spoken for
but i wouldn't know what to say
the hair on your head
gleams upon me
my guilty heart
i felt low
but you were the night sky
don't even deny
i recorded our life
and changed the part
when we fell apart
and ran out of time
when i decided to decode
your mind
you open your eyes
here i put on
your favorite song
we sang aloud
then the hail was loud
crashing into the town
we lingered in
you gave me your smile
as a souvenir
for when you die
your lips were soft
but weakened me
i don't know of the bits
you took a minute to sit
because you saw the feelings
i had left behind
stay by my side
then we fade away
by the lake
stay by me tonight
i want the memories tied
pull me through
pull me so we can collide
i can't breath
i'll be okay
i'll be alright
i know, i see
but put it behind us
lets go to sleep
i just knew the path to take
to your unkind mind
i'm not dead
you said at my grave stone
and raised your arms
at my palms
i'm not alive
i can't decide
so i lied
went away
to put on your favorite song
singing along
i have learned what to think
taking my time
taking hands
in the future
my time to be alone
i saw you
not gonna lie
but your lungs
were still blown up like balloon
you made it
you aren't a pantaloon
i remember when i was frightened
that night when the star
that seemed to be you
it stayed for a whole day
but you didn't like it
but you lived on
singing along to the songs
that played in your airy lungs
as you hung onto my collar