You started as an innocent child
Your father died but you still kept your smile
You worked long and hard waiting for things to get better
Til your legs got sore and you felt life was bitter.
Your eyes sparkeled with hope in life
But came a cloud that stormed away your delight.
You felt that God was not improving your way
Instead he's making you suffer in shame
It madeyou think that God is no more
And heaven and hell is nothing but a dream
Open your eyes and see how do you want God to belive in you if you don't belive in your dream
God is with you that you should believe
He means well but you choose to ignore his existence
As you thought that drinking and partying is the medicine of all pain
You will wrong because the wounds still remain.
Once I came to take your hand
You trusted me although I wasn't your plan
You had friend whom trust you can not attain
Except me who you choose to buy me for fame
I was innocent but I loved you truly
I didn't understand why you would be shy to include me
You would say that I am your friend
While I wanted to be your lover instead
You pushed me away like the wind brushing the leaves
Where all I wanted to have your head rest in my knees.
I haven't thought of any ****** desire.
But your glorious soul was the one I require.
I wanted to say I love you but my tongue just stops me
Although my heart pounds for you so softly
I wanted to show that there is hope on the line
And the God is always by your side
Believe in him and he will help you
Embrace your pain and you will be successful
No one is pain free its part of life
It's just like been stabbed with a knife
The strong learns and moves on which makes him happier as he goes on.
Life is with thorns but I will turn to roses in which you belong.
I hope you appreciate the words I speak
As I say to Helga I love you to the last beat.
This is hard for me to confess my love.
But I said to say it to you before my soul runs out.
As you are struggling through the pain I will hold you hand and guide you to a pleasurable place.
I might not live forever but as long as I live am yours as your shield and if you need anything I dilever.
You are strong woman that's what you are but I will still be there wherever you are.