walking the concrete pave i started to feel a bulging softness in my liver, just the sheer balloonness of it, not attached to any bone, it was too much for me, i had to walk into the greenbelt darkness to feel the soft pouches of earth beneath the feet and banish all livery sentiments of the silken doughy thought, and in there i said: with the abolishment of asylums psychiatry has become evermore bothersome, imagine if the churches were closed and priests freely roamed, not since henry the eight such travesty, with it, ******-synthesis and very little psychoanalysis: because who the hell would diagnose a child of two with some symptoms accumulative as a.d.h.d.? where's the: climb a tree break a leg then tango on with crutches?