*I always loved you but only from a distance I knew you could mend me with all my broken parts. I knew you could fix me like brand new. But I also knew you would leave me. leaving me broken in a million pieces. Your heart was filled with thunderstorms and tempest that became quietened in your spirit. leaving you with breath like gentle spring rain rain that fell over me relentlessly. I thought I was made of rock but rock does not feel pain.