I think I love her too much. Once I did not think that was possible. But it is. I count her heartbeats In the night like seconds ticking on a clock. Afraid they are being used up and will run out. When we kiss I pull her so close to me so tight it hurts. Each kiss like a morsel of food to a starving mans insatiable hunger. Even when apart I hear our hearts beating as one. Inside each others chest. Like two planes destined to crash in mid air. Leaving only the aftermath of silence.