I'm done with all the ******* I need to start living and doing my own thing. So done on waiting on an approval. Yet im still here sitting with tears in my eyes. Still wondering why I haven't even gave it another try, chances after chances I feel weaker and weaker just feeling like I need to give it a break. Can't sit on my *** and keep wondering why ! I have to keep pushing myself. A little more motivation is all I need, I hate it when the one person you loving can't even be by your side, but yet you always find time to be on there's , can't count on anyone other than myself and God. All I ever needed was for you to be on my side