Been ******* ova a thousand times Result of that is trust isnt on my mind Thats one thing i dont have So i kno any relationship i start wont last I try to believe that your not like my past But after you gave it all its hard to redo that I have put my heart on the line Covered my eyes to lies i played blind Closed my ears to gossip in the streets Of her cheating and not claiming me Who would of thought the one you give your soul Would trade it for what they thought was gold Make you out to be the fool when time of approach comes And i loved her so much i believed her how dumb So now you come in singing a song i have heard How you would love me forever and my heart you wont hurt Sorry to be the barrier of bad news But i must be real and say i dont believe you Yes i heard you when you said you'd love me on dieing knee And your promise to never cheat But your words are oh to familar I have dejavu with your words this is a bad delima Trust isnt something i can give easily As well as my heart my mind cant you see Take it slow with me i cant go fast I refuse to get out of us what i did in my past I be ****** if i get hurt again Having to hear gossip from my friends I will not hold the sign of pain any more Before i go thru it again i will show you the door I dont want to wait up at night for you to walk in Or get scared when i see you around another woman I want to be free of playing the fool And to be honest i just want to love and be loved without trust issues