I sat by your graveside last night.
Saw nothing but, a filled in hole.
I am empty.
More empty before my eyes.
A vacuum full of now dead lies.
To be free of your curse.
Placed deep in the soil.
Loving you.

Or not.
I forgot how cruel you were.
I chose to forget.
It was a pleasure to have some one.
Anyone.
No matter how cruel.
I was dependent on, disgusting you.
Better I believed, to be one half of two.
Now you've gone.
Life goes on.
Served up on a platter, of now you've died.
I really matter.
Don't need you by my side.
Don't need to fill your fat face anymore.
Just counting stars.
Lost count.
(C) LIVVI