There she goes With each and every thought that flows. Painful memories flooding her mind Never leaving those days behind She is strong Even though she is sometimes wrong She questions herself "was all this worth it? Why did it have to end this way? Was everything, from the very start, Meant to go astray?" OBLIVION was all she seeked now It was her shallow Her shelter from the deep and dangerous sea Yes, she was broken indeed! Had it all been a dream? She doesn't seem to know Her dream of the world being a happy place, All melting away like snow. Her innocence killed Smashed, crushed all the way "Ruthless she is" is what others say Let there be peace, love and happiness is all she prays She wants to be the change The flare that starts the fire altogether She wants to touch the stars She wants to sing her heart out She wants to love like nobody has She wants to give the world hope Something to look forward to Something to wake up for Is that too much to ask for? Yes, she is harsh But what made her that? All those painful things she heard, All the loathsome things people said Made her foster hate for her close ones Satisfaction is something they never seemed to find Their thirst for perfection was never satiated She felt like she was a liability Something they were ashamed of Yes, she hated when she burst out on the people whom she loved But what else was her way of venting out? Her solace became a boy The one who loved her Who adored her The one who made her believe that there was still hope He was her rock The firm and dependable stand The one who taught her to be calm He spoke to her everyday Made sure she was alright Consoled her when she cried... though she was rude to him at times, He gave her second chances He was her midsummer night's dream come true How long would he stay by her side? She wasn't sure He was promising and his love for her- unconditional, irrevocable and extraordinary. She asked him to wait So he did If he doesn't have her The sun doesn't shine His world doesn't turn And her love for him grew each day Every passing minute only made it increase "It's just a phase" she said "I guess it is INFATUATION" But who knew that she was fostering only love for him TRUE and PURE He was all that she could ask for But she knew that her heart was beyond repair She thought of herself as the carrier of ill-luck and unhappiness She tried distancing him But it only got them closer And what happens next She couldn't say But all she knew was that things were meant to be this way She started being happy She laughed and enjoyed life For him she tried And all she asked for now Was a stable, happy and peaceful future Without a broken heart and shattered dreams, Without nightmares and those hollow screams!