I want to be honest of my life Cause people think of me like worthless mice I care about people more than myself You may say that a defiency of self I love people and thats what I am I was broke more than once but I am able to stand I used expect much from people but usually get nothing back This how life is and now I understand. I don't like to see people suffer in pain and I feel it's my duty to make them feel entertained. I want to help people as much as I can Even if I feel that it interveins with my plan. I think that Allah gave me this gift to love Althought It wasn't easy to accept what was given from above. I loved a girl for once in my life. I even thought she could become my wife. I took a decision to leave her in peace. Although this decision is breaking me to my knees. The pain I have I suffer alone. Because I feel other people's problems are bigger than my own. This the life that no one knows. No body knows how much I care. But this is the life I want to bare. I am greatfull for the people I have and know. I thank the people that I dearly love and hold. Love you all to the highest degree. I hope you life to be better than me.