I don't like stories that end with questions. I can't stop thinking about it until I get some resolve, I'll find questions pestering the author until my imagination is no longer running wild.
You changed your name from Mars to Athena. And honestly you should of changed it to Aphrodite. Becuase it was so ******* easy to fall in love with you. Someone might ask how Mars was accurate for our relationship. It's the roman god for War. And there's a constant battle in my mind over what could have been. Tears running down my face like the blood you have spilling from my heart. I don't know why I can't forget you. You don't want me. I know you don't, and it hurts as if I was an orphaned child and what my parents did wrong was beat me.
I know that we'd be terrible for each other. We'd be so destructive. but I can't eat. The only problem is that, now you can. With me gone, you don't have to deal with my toxic air. But I can't imagine a perfect image without my backbone showing just to prove that I actually have one.
I'm sorry I'm so cold. I'm sorry that frostbite's the only kisses I've left on your neck. You give me butterflies, but I am cellophane to you. While I'm begging for your attention for some ******* closure you're silent.
But I can't stand stories that have questions at the ending. All you are is a ******* question mark. Which is kind of funny, because remember when we gave ourselves tattoos? You put a question mark on the inside of your finger and I didn't understand. You are the opposite of closure.
I don't believe in ignoring an opportunity because all that gets you is remorse. It gets you pain. Or at least that's what it got me. But really, I don't think you care anymore. I've been abandoned before.
Athena works for your name too. Your strategy for breaking my heart worked so **** well. You knew just how to break it completely. Have your ******* cliches back, and all of the kisses. All you've done is break my being. "Don't take my words, they're all I have left." But you've done exactly that. I'm speechless on what to do.
If you love something, let it go. Right? I'm letting go, baby. Just like you wanted me to.
Goodbye, Mars. Goodbye, Athena. I'm sorry I've held on for so long.