"I never liked you"
My brain won't seem to shut up
Self hate being the only routine I have
For everything else is a variable.

y=x+5
I can graph this, integrate the function
Math is a high honor
While mental health is swept under the rug

I used to be confident before they got to me
Blunt children
No empathy
No sympathy

I never went outside the box
For a fear of breaking the lines
Created by my emotions
Every day another without risk

My mental health bar decreasing
I no longer know what I'm supposed to feel
Because what I feel has run away
The only part of me able to escape

I'm quiet which comes off as rude
I'm solitary which comes off as ******
I'm alone which comes off as frightening
So no one approaches

My mind my only friend
A destructive one
One that might **** me
But we'll just have to wait and see