On the outside smiley and happy On the inside mind races to beat my heart Outside Long blond hair an blue eyes Inside Heart that falters and stresses Outside A comfortable life and decent home Inside So much anxiety, stress, pain and hurt Outside I run for fun (right?) Inside run from all I have Outside The sun shines Inside Cold and dark Outside It all seems so perfect, the puzzle fits perfectly together. Inside** I'm a jenga tower and someone just pulled my bottom block.