Today he said "Te Amo" ( I love you) Hearing those words my heart was beating fast, and it began to hurt. I didn't know what to say or believe then from all of that. He said I love you, and that was that! My heart and body melted away...
All I know now is that I wanted and needed to believe in him. I wanted to run and jump into his arms And let him held me tight, Oh so tight, right there. And I didn't care it everything was a lie and a game to him. If it was true o not had no importance then, early today, when he gently caressed my face and said “ I Love You!” the fact that he uttered those word gaslighted me! I became blind of love and hopes, then nothing else mattered...
“I love you” felt great! “Te amo!” felt even better. It was all I needed today. You were all I wanted and needed today!