As i fade away into the darkness
And slip through the depths of time
I vividly remember your face
Shining like a star
Those memories of you and me keep swimming in the ocean of my thoughts
You truly stood out
The touch of your soft skin
Your childlike smile
The sparkle in your eyes
I remember it all
I still wonder... did our love never ever mean anything to you??
I look up to the sky and tell him...
....Take me with you to that place of uncertainty
The place where death and life meet and get lost
Release me from all connections
Free me from all attachments
I'm now in a constant sate of free fall
Your love was limitless
But your hatred knew no boundaries
I'm not sure if i love you for making me feel wanted
Or i hate you for leaving me deserted and stranded just when our love was about to reach greater heights
You and i--what potential we had
We could've experienced so much more
You just left without a trace
No warnings...nothing
And here i am in the middle of the desert of life...
...Trying to gather the pieces of my broken heart
If only the heart could be mended like a toy
....If only things could've been different
....If only
I'm now but a traveller with no sense of purpose or direction
I'm now truly lost.....