Peace where are you?
I am wondering around inside of my chest in search of air.
As my heart contracts I feel the jabs inside my ribcage.
What must I do to find my release?
I dream of sleeping next to you.
We share a bed and you hold me as though you have found home.
I wake only to find my back empty and cold.
**** it I hate all this.
I am so empty and just filled with anxiety.
What am I chasing?
Nothing brings me peace.
I am just looking in the wrong place.
Not in dreams with you holding me.
I need to keep searching within me.
Some where inside of my chest I will find release.