I can't handle this
I can't battle this
There's no way I could ever do it again
I won't survive where I've already been
There is no recovery after my relapse
My heart will decay and my soul will collapse
On the verge of breaking
No I'm not faking
This isn't a help me cry
If it comes to this just let me die
It just reminds me of my darkest places
All my schizophrenic echoes in empty spaces
And this time they'll get the better of me
I will suffocate I will cease to be