It's suicide
I died,
I died and tried that suicide again to feel the numbness,
all I found was pain.

No pill can thrill me like the thought of death that killed me,
but it's suicide and suicide lied twice to me,
suicide's not nice to me.

I live on
all thought of death long gone,
no longer trying to be dying,
no numbing though pain keeps on a coming,
try suicide or the one that died
died for **** all.