Today I feel sick
I also feel very tired
All I want to do is sleep but I can't because my stomach hurts too much
I have no energy to do anything
I do not want to talk to anybody
I just want to sleep the day away but that is turning out to be impossible
Even as I write this my head is beginning to hurt
I have these headaches so much lately that it is hard to do anything
Sometimes I feel like a zombie because I force myself to live
otherwise I would just lay in bed and waste the day away
I feel like crap all of the time
maybe I am dying from a disease and do not know it
I am too scared to go to the doctor
so I live in pain and try my best to ignore it
Ignoring it does not help it just makes the problem worse
I do not know what I am going to do
I am running out of ways to deal with this
Maybe if I just pop a bunch of pills
I will be knocked out and pain free forever