This warm summer evening I walk with my aging father. Along the cottages in the lane where he has spent his whole life.
We pass the door of what was once his mothers house. The one where he spent his childhood. There sitting in a chair on the stoop is an old lady her ankles covered in her thick stockings.
She looked so much like grandma The veins showing through them earned from countless years stood in the kitchen preparing food and sustenance for her ten children.
I remember her only briefly now. she has been gone for so long. But as I look at my father his eyes mist as I can almost feel the need for him to run to her. To kiss her creased face and run his fingers through her silvery hair. To hug her tiny frame and say Oh Mom I loved you so much.
Instead as he looks wistfully into the old familiar doorway he tips his cap and smiles softly almost whispering Good Evening Mrs Turner.