tear up
burned out
smothered in doubt
gasping for air
and holding my breath
When it finally comes
the air shifts and
spirits lift
filling my body with love
It only takes one day
one moment
to fall back to ****
How many times
can I take this hit?
I'm ready to be done
and give up on life
If only I could travel back in time
and kick my mother in the stomach
before she made the biggest mistake of our lives
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