Sometimes mostly without warning you are with me again. Perhaps the haze of a sunlight halo on a strangers hair. Or the sound of a laugh that is just like yours. Then you are with me again smiling and warm. My lonely heart aches with your sweet music. and harbored dreams of a life half fulfilled. coming to life resurrected, as though new. I watch a couple dancing close and feel you. Breathless I am in your arms I have not let you go I cannot. I know I am disturbing your ghostly life. Our plans and dreams are the pieces of you that remain with me. They stab my heart as an arrow. They say time heals everything. The long passing years may ease my mind. But who can erase the indelible writing you placed on my soul?