You are new unblemished from all of life’s torrents. Your sweet eyes absorbing your new world. Like an astronaut landing upon a strange planet. Full of wonder bemusement Fears and joys.
The storm outside builds on the wild prairie. Thunder roars in the distance. Your window open lace curtains billowing like a spinnaker.
The cold front fills the room As I hold your tiny body to me. Your mouth milk soured Your soul singing in innocence.
I feel the need to protect you From the storm now and those to come in your life ahead. The ones which will tear at your heart. breaking it in two.
I feel the shame of the waste of my own life. And turn your face from it.
I say a prayer of favour to the heavens And speak it out loud for you. To enter into your heart never to forget this blood earned lesson.
Live with joy in your soul My angel And never leave those things that I have left undone.