love has a language but no gender; i'm fluent in long stares into the windows of a soul, but lately i've been out of ledges. i kneel beside the glass and feel the wind fly flush against the clear nothing that separates me from his stormy arrivalβ the welcome brewing in my bones. The minute i find him, the second his spirit ossifies into olive skin, the moment i feel my roads heading some where that is not my own darkness, i will capitalize my i's, enter the unknown and excavate, feel the rush of the earth as it spins me in the cradled grasp of the atmosphere oh yes; i see him holding up the horizon, though he looks like the sun β in time, i will spill into the sea to meet him at the water's edge.