I was was blank clear slate open to the world As the first marks we’re drawn the more I longed for the full picture Mark me up! write the world cover all the blank, blanc with , marks of all sizes shapes and colors intentions understandings and knowledge fill this canvas fill this canvas! dots were connected circles closed patterns emerged as the image began to grow a moment of clarity I can see what this is supposed to be but hold on Please! stop marking upon me because for a moment I could see everything or so i thought as i become more and more and more and so so oh so lost Goodness slow, down stop i’m so lost too many connections on too many levels pictures that I can’t differentiate too much to sift through I’m frustrated confusion turns to hate careful animosity is costly when patience is need in understanding as I’m bombarded walls erected become more guarded and selective of information to extrapolate internalize rework take time to understand reverse and create