I know that no one will ever be able to love me, because I won't let them. I know that if I do it will hurt them because of how broken I am. I'm not broken on the outside though. On the outside I'm cute and smiley. It's the inside that's broken, that's been beaten and shattered. From the moment I was born Ive been broken. But with each day a new crack forms and when the night falls I'm haunted by nightmares. I'm taunted by what happened on the night with the blue TV and the shadow at the threshold. Hollow from the words I can't bare to share. A tear in my heart from my fathers affair. Only the tip of the ice berg, for why I'm unmendable.