paying to be published is ******* is egocentric is foolhardy I think anyone taking that road needs to rethink the meanings of art and expression writers for money are ******….. but it is easy for me to feel this way I am barely published and hardly known… maybe I should drink more milk – would I ***** it up if given the chance… sure, I want to be recognized I am a poet, maybe even solid and since Maya died, there is a slight void but nothing on this lovely rock would create in me the need to pay to see my name in print… well, more than the ole sweat and tears –