I can't afford missing you,
I can't afford longing for you,

because that would cost me more,
more than i can ever afford,

it would cost me the soul,
i've spent years to replinesh,
after you broke it,
over,
and over again,
without a care,
without a single sigh,
without a thought,
that maybe, just maybe,
I've paid enough,
and I can't afford loving you anymore,
it might cost me more this time,
it might leave you with nothing
but my lingering soul.