I've been awake for hours
Yet here I am. Still in bed...
It feels like getting up is something I cannot compel myself to do
Even if I wanted to

I've been crying for days
Yet here I am. Still in tears....
It feels like I'll never be able to stop bawling my eyes out every night
Even if I wanted to

I've been living for years
Yet here I am. Still wanting to die
It feels like someone is keeping me here no matter how many times I try to just simply disappear
I couldn't.
Even if I wanted to...