am at the rainbow and to my surprise the cooking group has been cancelled Oh what a shame dear god desr fella You see it's enough to drive you completely bonkers because I am having thoughts of when I cooked at the rainbow and it gone all crazy You see I am a bit crazy thinking it is a job and all but I want to rid all the horrible teasing from my brain and the cooking group would have been a good thing to do today because it would have given me the thoughts that I had in 2003 when I was well and another's thing too I would have felt better in the process It is not my cup of tea to be like these people here because they are crazy abd stupid and I want a chance to be the best of my ability I know this looks weird but I just enjoy sitting in the nice peaceful room You see I wavt to open or work at a homeless shelter where I can help the homeless get a hot meal and I want to start up pool competitions between the poor people of this community You see they are suffering every day And some of the workers don't give a rats *** about what happens to the poor all because they are very lazy But I think they need to be given a break because they have problems Abd as long as are looked after they will Be alright