writers convey the essence of things which, when it gets down to it, is as much how it "really" is as the basic facts of the matter the facts don't tell the whole story- maybe her pulse increased, but what matters is the smell of magic in the air the stairway to heaven she saw, standing near that ladder she was remembering, and the sizzling electricity in her hair and maybe it wasn't really there, but in the end, does it matter? does she care?