I should've just went home and gone to bed
instead of trying to fix my head;
it's always been
hopelessly ****** up,
like me.

But if I had just closed my eyes,
I would have witnessed my own demise
and I swear that I've
died too many times before.

I could've sworn,
I could've sworn that I'd not get lost.  
I should have known,
I should have known the cost.