Surprise! surprise! (Maybe not) when your poem title totally does not relate to the content. But I lpved how this turned out. As what that critic said, I am most probably shopping for my writing style, experimenting, writing crap, reading crap whatever. This is the most polite in-your-face poetry I can do.

I hate being told what to do. I'd rather be wrong in front of so many people than go against what I am. (Too tired of tolerating people's ****. I used to be an adaptable person because I was too lazy to argue or could just hardly give any **** but people like me have limits too. The number of times I wanted to slap people but held it in—cannot be counted)Cheers thanks.  I am ******* happy I'd get to write even if it's just one poem as it gives me an immense sense of relief for finishing a draft like something from inside me has finally escaped and I can breathe lol. Feeling strangely stable.