all the variations of myself they live beside me and within they yearn for breath they yearn for touch phantom desires, phantom dreams all these writhing ghosts i made through a life unfulfilled i gave them each a crafted star fashioned from my broken heart now i suffer with a plethora of spectral winds this one blow this way and that one blows that way i don't know wich way to go my imagination burst through my body and forcibly prevails upon the world this one wants to be a dancer this one wants to be a girl this one wants to be an addict but i just want to be loved one thousand and one sepulchre's each containing a piece of myself sustains these twisted variants that i myself have made
sometimes i try to fulfill wishes that are not even my own...