I want to escape
from everyone
from everything.

From love,
hate,
joy and devotion.

I want numbness.
A drawn in lobotomy
coursing through my veins.

Silence in my thought
and words
drenching my sorrow

Until it groans no more.
Cleansing me.
Stripping it all away.

Oh, what I wouldn't give
for such oblivion and naiveté!
Peace! Let my mind sleep!

While I runoff
to some ****** realm
of nothingness.