Fog
Things I will never see
You let her in
Why not me?
I will try not to be bitter
I won't get jealous I swear
I'm trying to keep it in
It's just a lot to bear
This searing torture
As I feel my mind start
Stabbing words at the strings
Inside my heart

With every second
The questions grow more
My self image has fallen
I am nothing but raw
Pain,
Fear,
Hollow inside,
Something not good enough
Nothing like her
Who sees all that you hide

Why don't you just tell me
What I'm scared I know I'll hear
That I'm just a bodywarmer
Replacing all that you can't get
That if she lived closer
She's be more than your friend.