You love me so much now
But your love has been a ghost
Forever lost in the shadows
Hidden and unexposed.

So much hurt and regret I carry
It's a heavy load upon my shoulders
My heart is empty with no love left
To you I was just a love donor.
A decomposing body with useless features
You only wanted my heart
To run away with and steal
Because that was your missing part.

I knocked on your many doors
Asking if compassion was around
All I got were echoes and abandoned entries
I always left with just a frown.

There was hope in my heart for you
I had endless love and desire to share
There was joy in our dream
There was a glimpse of love in you're stare.
But just as quickly as it came
In a blink it was gone
And all of the hope that I once had
Went right back to where it came from.

Without a thought all of my walls
Went straight back up and stood stronger than ever
You didn't realize just how much
You made me reconsider-
My life, my love,
What I thought I knew
My faith in us, in our future
My faith in you.

I let go of our dream
But I still struggle to move on
Even though I know I need to
Sometimes I just wish we were never so wrong