I looked into her eyes and Bhaktapur stood still, Speak up said the voice from the inside, 'hold it right there'- said my mind Words came to my throat and my tongue froze I needed to throw it all out "coward"- the word echoed around my ears, daunting the already dumbstruck I, "I love you"- the words finally broke the gates of silence but she had moved on Treading aimlessly on the streets, switching lanes and running in circles again